I Don't Wanna Live Like This Anymore, Pt. 2 (Voice Memo Series)

I... feel This pain, inside, my brain It hides, where I, am tonight And I don't know How How to behave When everything Just is a disgrace... And I'm falling And I'm tripping And I'm living Without a vision Cause I don't know How to be On my own I don't know Where to go Oh oh And I'm slipping down I don't know How to come, around You were my guy Now I'm alone And now I'm just Lying, on my own With the, razor blade Contemplating if I take My, own life Tonight Cause I, don't Don't Don't Don't Don't I don't know how How to behave How to Do This shit When I can't be safe And I Think going to hell Is something That I want to tell you Cause it feels better Than the earth below My feet It feels better Than the pain That competes With my, happiness And I just wish That you got it But... I can't Sit here and Try to explain All the pain That's going on Inside of my brain Cause it can't be Rearranged I can't be saved I promise I'm Just a lost cause