The Real Finish Last

It's right here If you not listening to CayBenji, what the f*ck is you doing Real shit yo I vent on beats it's hard for me to talk I hope y'all feel me Social anxiety take over knowing me I'll leave the building Locate my heart in places it shouldn't be because of feelings The realest finish last sometimes it hurts being the realest I wish love was easy but it can't be this confusing I hardly talk at all when I talk it's thru the music Lord knows I love my momma what the f*ck that woman raised me Lord knows I love my father shit he went thru shit ain't break em Fall outs with my nigga I still love em hope he don't hate me Witness situations my folks went thru that shit had changed me I been thugging on my own but it became so beneficial for me Fighting for our love I was taught to play until the whistle homie Rolling up back to back I spark one for our deceased homie Smoke up in my lungs the only way I dismiss my feelings broski Fell into the trap and got our weight up threw that shit in mo Honda sport riding with two gen fives with a p or more Told Nair this shit gon get us up the stairs then we gon see them doors Told my niggas we gon take over the world shit we don't gotta choice Bangouts at the local park some niggas love the violence aura Gun up on his hip he keep it close because the violence growing Feelings is a blessing in disguise I wish I could control em I treat you with the upmost respect because that shit just in me Hallow tips inside the XD channel him no Disney I put my heart and soul onto these beats you gotta feel me I wish that I could bring my nigga back he ain't deserve it Any girl I played with or deserted I don't deserve them My intentions was to show them love was never meant to hurt them Pouring out emotions I'm really not the type to post shit Story of my life is being real I could've coached it The way I lost my broski shook me up no Tony Wroten The way these niggas sleeping on me they overdosed on purple potion I thought you was real took a step back and seen the real California hills a maybach truck a quarter mill Lil broski tryn shoot it til it click he gotta chill Banana clip inside the drac he tryn shoot until it peel Kai what's up my nigga bro I miss you what's the deal Pops what's up my nigga one of the strongest to ever live Tink what's up my nigga I wish we had a chance to chill Hopping in the booth probably my only way to heal Bike on twelve o'clock them days my problems went away Never crossed my mind to hurt you probably why I feel away Being genuine inside come with a price you gotta pay DND my phone I don't want to talk today Laying in my bed I don't got the energy to move Tryn balance rap shit and school hoping I don't lose Lame shit don't really fly past me I don't see that shit as cool I f*ck with her for real but she just love to break the rules Flowers to my peers they really got me in this shit If it wasn't for my peers I would drop a lick of shit Music running thru my body hear the beat and feel the shit Too much pride can kill a nigga I dropped some pride to fix the shit Too much lies can hurt a nigga she told me lies I ran with it I be feeling like I'm running outta time I'm panicking Hit my knees and pray at night I hope god hear me rambling Cause the realest finish last being genuine is dangerous I wish I could fix my problems and then some I hope the past don't come to haunt me and they win Who knew the life we live could be so toxic Who knew that finding love would cause such of a problem Jail time and funerals what we try to avoid Riding fed chasing this money in my Honda Accord Told my homies check reality when they tryn score But he don't give a f*ck he tryn put some points up on the board Twenty-five to life is something none of us can afford Back in fifth grade I ain't have no friends Rob picked me up I love the bros I second guess this music shit they lift me up If you need me you can call me anytime I'm picking up Give me couple years with this rap shit ima be rich as f*ck I gave her my all and she still find a way to say it's not enough I was showing love and then I realized she was showing lust I got to my breaking point that's when I said I had enough Kindness took for granted I guess I gave her way too much I be scared to shed a tear but I'm a man who care too much Why the f*ck we going so hard just to leave it on the floor If I give this girl an inch she gon take a mile more If I give this girl the world I bet she still ask me for more So I get high about it and I try to forget about it And I know some niggas that be itching for a Said I know some niggas that be itching for a body Forcing court cases into a hobby Fighting cases taking deals like Bobby and Rowdy Stacking cheese for lawyer fees and hope they spank they problems Stacking cheese for lawyer fees and hope they lawyers got em Court cases more important than birthdays now Going hard for all my loved ones I can't let them down When I turn this shit around hope you don't turn around When I turn this shit around hope y'all don't yea I hope this album separate me from a lot Ima pop it for all the times that I was popped And I'm thankful for what you did I ain't gon lie you gave me lots And I'm thankful for my bros for all the times they said I'm hot Don't speak on shit you did that's when they start to sweep the lot And I'll hate to hold a grudge but some shit just gotta rot And I'll hate for me to fail cause right now I owe a lot I'd hate for me to hate you I don't do that shit a lot I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart I wish I could fix my problems and then some I hope the past don't come to haunt me and they win Who knew the life we live could be so toxic Who knew that finding love would cause such of a problem Jail time and funerals what we try to avoid Riding fed chasing this money in my honda accord Told my homies check reality when they tryn score But he don't give a f*ck he tryn put some points up on the board Twenty-five to life is something none of us can afford