Count The Nights

Count the nights I spent all alone The night 80 died I was losing my mind I spin all alone Hell nah I ain't wasting no time what the f*ck do you think? I come straight from a broken home I slept in the car I was all alone I slept in the trap I was all alone I came with some niggas who will shoot up the party I promise none of these niggas honor roll Hmm, yeah Had two bands tucked in the safe got a O now I'm on the road He playing with mine? Then don't get confused when that boy pop back up right with a runny nose I joke a lot but I ain't one of those I laugh just to mask when I'm feeling low And that's just the way that it goes When you black and a man go through shit that nobody knows Hmm, yeah And my own mom tried to stab me That shit hurt to my core She looked me dead in my eyes And told me I'm her son no more That shit hurt so bad could of dropped to the floor But I turn my pain to power I'm wanting more I got a short fuse I been itching for war And how they claim they family? They claim they family but they switch just for cash I would of gave you it, you ran in my stash And its some shit you did and can't take it back And I might forgive ya, won't forget memories cached That's my fuel just to go get to the bag Motivation by the day to go stack Okay switch it up Got a few niggas I call they gone pick it up Down on my ass god forgive me for sticking up God forgive me I had called you weren't picking up Sometimes I just want to go fly with the angels Like lemme go fly with the doves Said she won't leave me just believe in love What a lie she left my ass in the dust yeah Count the nights I spent all alone The night 80 died I was losing my mind I spin all alone Hell nah I ain't wasting no time what the f*ck do you think? I come straight from a broken home I slept in the car I was all alone I slept in the trap I was all alone I came with some niggas who will shoot up the party I promise none of these niggas honor roll Hmm, yeah Had two bands tucked in the safe got a O now I'm on the road He playing with mine? Then don't get confused when that boy pop back up right with a runny nose I joke a lot but I ain't one of those I laugh just to mask when I'm feeling low And that's just the way that it goes When you black and a man go through shit that nobody knows Hmm, yeah