Not in Vain

I am torn and hurt Thrown around in dirt because of everyones selfishness I can't please everyone, Im in the middle and torn on all fronts I do feel lonely in this circle Step in, make me feel understood Help me pick up these shards I let you inside Cant you feel it's burning down? Cant you see the everlasting outcome? These worlds colliding My consciousness is fading I do feel lonely in this circle Step in, make me feel understood Help me pick up these shards I let you inside When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? I'm torn and hurt When will this end? Thrown around in dirt I question myself whats left? A closed book full of torn pages Hard to open and hard to close Hard to open and hard to close Hard to open and hard to close I am torn and hurt Thrown around in dirt because of everyones selfishness Can't you feel it burning down In slow and enduring pain I suffer When will this end? I'm torn and hurt When will this end? Thrown around in dirt When will this end? The heartache won't go away When will this end? I'm already completly disturbed Theres so much I would like to say So many times i've been hurt and now I scream in pain The heartache wont go away All the things I have witnessed, they make me decay Im struggling to survive in this mess day by day