A Lot to Let Go of

The current or the speed that you go in your life It's always inside You don't go fast towards the external You go fast towards your inner self When I was young I lost you in a crowd, my only child And I know that it hurt you And I’m sorry And I will make it right All that it left me was confused How can I live life without you Sorting through memories I might get somewhere someday How, tell me how Tell me how, tell me How did I lose myself Tell me why, tell me when Tell me where did I go wrong Was it love, was it fame Was there something on my mind I just want to heal you I see life in seasons Every chapter’s filled with hope I see number sequences Angels really got me bro As I feel attachments fade Things that blocked me fall away Oh my God it feels so free I can’t speak How, tell me how Tell me how, tell me How did I lose myself Tell me why, tell me when Tell me where did I go wrong Was it love, was it fame Was there something on my mind I just want to heal you It’s a type of projection Ok, I’m going to describe exactly what they showed You are in the middle Your heart emanates light All of this light is projected on everybody else around you Alright, so it’s through the feelings And through the emotions that you feel with other people That you can connect with yourself Where did it go wrong Where did it go Where did it go wrong Where did it go Where did it go wrong Where did it go I know, I know I know, I know It was pain It was school It was friends It was every girl I loved It was mom, it was dad It was dreams I never found It was shame It was fear It was anything at all But I’m going to heal Heal, heal, heal How, tell me how Tell me how, tell me How did I lose myself Tell me why, tell me when Tell me where did I go wrong Was it love, was it fame Was there something on my mind I just want to heal you