I can't scream out

I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I am painting over my colours And they can feel the pain, feel the shame by a look in my eyes And it's like feeding on, bleeding on Human words, chocking birds I can hear them (Ha ha) but also hear them cry for me I'm drowning in others opinions Other people thinking what I should do And I can't seem to hear my own scream Yeah I can't seem to hear my My own scream in my brain I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out New kinds growing up like it should be fine Yeah all over same lines Drinking whine from a friend Just to feel the blend Truth is they pretend I'm drowning in others opinions Other people thinking what I should do And I can't seem to hear my own scream I can't seem to hear my My own scream in my brain I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out I can't scream out