pity party

I was losing myself so much I gave up looking for me I pushed away everything that used to make me happy I knocked back a few drinks Drank away all my dreams Cause the vodka stung less than reality But I liked the way sadness looked on me Fit nicely paired with some jealousy and a necklace Everything is fine when you care less I was dancing alone at a pity party Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby And I need a change and I need a new space baby I'm running away running out of LA baby Cause I can't stay at this pity party pity party, party, party with me Thought that we were fine when you decided you weren't happy So I drank all the shot that you kept taking at me Broke me down for three years My cheeks stained with my tears My own fairytale turned into tragedy But I liked the way the tears brought out my eyes I got so comfortable living with you lies and your kisses Can't get more ignorant than bliss is I was dancing alone at my pity party Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby And I need a change and I need a new space baby I'm running away running out of LA baby Cause I can't stay at this pity party pity party, party, party with me Pity's not pretty but it looked good on me I'm tired of pity being all that you see My demons are good at keeping company This party of one is getting lonely Pity's not pretty but it looked good on me I'm tired of pity being all that you see My demons are good at keeping company This party of one is getting lonely But I liked the way sadness looked on me Fit nicely paired with some jealousy and a necklace Everything is fine when you care less I was dancing alone at a pity party Let's go cause I am not the same no I can't stay the same baby And I need a change and I need a new space baby I'm running away running out of LA baby Cause I can't stay at this pity party pity party, party, party with me