Love isn't Real (feat. Simp Jones & A Rxse)

I think I'm saying too much Stomach feeling nauseous think I drank too much Hear the sound of silence when you on the phone I don't know what got between us I can't fake it anymore I feel emotional Then I realize that's how it's supposed to go I wake up terrified I lose whenever I believe in hope The feelings that I choose to hide can't hurt if they don't ever know And everyone is different sometimes it just feels so personal And now you say you're far from perfect I'm in love with all your flaws I'm attracted to your person but I'm Living a life of desperation constant fear of separation Don't blame me if I don't make it home She gon' grow up she gon' glow up she gon' change Everybody changes but I'm still gon' sit and wait Don't care about your differences I love you either way But that don't really matter you ain't feeling me the same Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same I'm not okay About the way you betrayed me Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same The skies are grey And now we're smoking our lives away I can't believe it You're really leavin' Never got the chance to tell you how I'm really feelin' No call or text Never knew there was a deeper meaning All this smoke that's in my lungs but I'm not concerned 'bout breathin' Don't want your charity want your clarity Want you next to me You made a better me tried some therapy Only went a week It's kinda scary it drives me crazy How much you mean to me You're my friend and I'm your enemy Always disagree How'd we ever get into this situation You were always my blanket You kept me warm like insulation Now I'm seeing what you're indicatin' Paintin' a picture call you Picasso Never saw it coming why I'm so frustrated I'm fillin' up my lungs to feel the feelin' I felt with you You're steady movin' on and I'm unsure of what I should do New job and new beginnings I see a post of some guy I knew I cannot carry on reminiscin' times I spent with you Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same I'm not okay About the way you betrayed me Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same The skies are grey And now we're smoking our lives away Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same I'm not okay About the way you betrayed me Baby tell me what's the deal Is the love even real I don't know how to feel i Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same The skies are grey And now we're smoking our lives away