Memories (feat. A Rxse & Izayuh Jones)

Our love has been so complicated Full days where I'm unsure of us She want me sober 'cause the drugs were What you hated But I know there's more That you would want I know I got problems I don't really get into It's kind of funny that those problems Were just all because of you Always argue not a thing We can commit to And you still question everything Like what's the issue I've been dealing with All these growing pains They've taught me things And they are showing That I'm not the same All these drugs are in my system Fucking up my brain Yeah this is true it's nothing new Don't know what I became Repeating cycles room is spinning Stomach feelin' nauseous Don't know what I'm sayin' That shit comin' out my mouth Is only nonsense Actions always eating at my conscious Different view I feel like I'm the only one watchin' Growing up takes me to places I've never felt these growing' pains But memories that never fade will Always be there in the shade And I don't care 'bout what you say Please tell me that you'll change some day 'Cause memories will never fade And I will never be the same Different feeling I just Don't know where the love goes Minor problems causing issues That's just when no love shows Never feelin' comfortable You were the one I called home (I called home) You weren't home No more crying on my shoulder Although you're the only one I always wanna see Too slow the burden is increasing Grew more into the person I don't wanna be So tell me why You never tried This is all a lie I've wasted time with all these Pretty little lies at your 9 to 5 I wanna say goodbye But you're on my mind I can't say I wish some day you'd change But I would rather go insane Growing up takes me to places I've never felt these growing' pains But memories that never fade will Always be there in the shade And I don't care 'bout what you say Please tell me that you'll change some day 'Cause memories will never fade And I will never be the same I'm hoping that you change But these feelings deep inside They tell me that you can't I don't think you understand What all your words have meant to me I know what you're going through You think it makes no sense to me I don't have insurance on my heart I can't replace it, struggling to love It's not the same I hope I make it I won't ever love the same Tryna numb the feeling But I know I can't Overdose your love and now I fueled the flame flame Praying for the rain rain I know drugs going to numb the pain But I still feel the blame blame Our love is lost No more explanation Guess our luck is gone I can't store all these memories forever I can never love again I know it wont happen I wont let it Let you rip my heart right out my chest And I forget it Now you wonder why I'm M.I.A Growing up takes me to places I've never felt these growing' pains But memories that never fade will Always be there in the shade And I don't care 'bout what you say Please tell me that you'll change some day 'Cause memories will never fade And I will never be the same