EMPTY

I don't understand I don't understand myself Do you hear me I don't understand Why you had to go Do you feel me I don't understand Why am I empty inside Do you see me Do you see me, mom Send a letter so I know where you going to Please explain why our plans had to fall through As of late life has felt like a cartoon I don't understand it, I could never plan it I would never want to find myself here I feel reprimanded, like I was born damaged Who'd ever guess that I would face my worst fear The world is so cold, and now I'm so grown Went from Rugrats to running across time zones I've been playing superhero since I was twelve years old And nothing hurt me more than seeing you froze, oh lord I don't understand I don't understand myself Do you hear me I don't understand Why you had to go Do you feel me I don't understand Why am I empty inside Do you see me Now I'm floating in this ocean Couldn't stay down on earth any longer Now I'm searching for some answers In a spaceship so I could ponder What kind of life I want to live Who I'm gonna be, What the f*ck I want to see All of it All of it All No longer a kid so I don't need the tricks Black nerdy bane, I was made in abyss Switch up that accent like I was a Brit Took me for a joke, now I'm taking the piss Mom always told me believe in myself Gotta succeed without nobody help Try to clean house with the cards I was dealt Won't always be heard, but it's clear that I'm felt And I always knew that I would make it this far My drive, my ambition, I shoot for the stars Your name is still living inside of my heart And if you were still breathing, I'd replace your car F*ck I don't understand I don't understand myself Do you hear me I don't understand Why you had to go Do you feel me I don't understand Why am I empty inside Do you see me