Finally Let It Go (feat. VenomStayDrippin)

When I'm gone don't tell a fucking soul you loved me 'cause you didn't Spent to many nights wishing i woulda coulda done it different Sipping, to ease the pain 'cause a piece of my heart is missing To this day I still don't see why switched up and now we distant, aye If you gave a f*ck I wouldn't be reminiscing I knew this would end feeling ill but still this shit is sickening Felt like you was lying from the beginning had premonitions Never knew love came with a manual no terms or conditions, it did though Yeah, and now I'm going out my mental F*ck everything 'cause nobody was ever here for me like I was for them, yeah It could've all had been so simple If love was real then why it feel I'm jumping off a cliff though, yeah And why this shit feel so sad Why you acting like you feel so bad If you could have me would you want me back? Sometimes it feels just like the world is on your shoulders Nobody cares for you and we're just getting older If you knew how hard i tried you would surely know How hard it is for me to finally let it go Just incase I don't make it to see a better day I must apologize for all the things I use to say To this day I know I shoulda made you stay And shoulda tried to win you back and changed up from my wicked ways But I didn't now im lost in the dark all alone With the weight of the world crushing every single bone In my body, probably never really made you feel I cared But I hope you know I truly did and wish that I was there To console all the pain and erase all the hate To provide for my seed and make it all great 'Cause it ain't, and I don't know what else I could even do But to push on and hope you see me from a different view Sometimes I wish I never met you At times I pray for a redo But now I want to let you know That I can finally let it go Sometimes it feels just like the world is on your shoulders Nobody cares for you and we're just getting older If you knew how hard i tried you would surely know How hard it is for me to finally let it go Sometimes it feels just like the world is on your shoulders Nobody cares for you and we're just getting older If you knew how hard i tried you would surely know How hard it is for me to finally let it go