Refuse 2 Lose

It's hard waking up, no food in the kitchen baby in the other room man he screamin and kickin. Tryna come up, without a pot to piss in so if they don't front me, ima have to steal a shipment. Because I got, bills due, mouths to feed that's why I can’t do a damn thing for free. (man I cant) And you know, I’m still on this road to riches, and my gas tank, man its sitting on E. Ducking police, as they ridin by. I tried to escape my past, but aint no hiding mine. All my work a1 why you denyin mine? You gotta watch for these snakes with their conniving lies. (yeah) You know the world real cold especially when your on your own and your left all alone/ That's why I keep a heater, and some fire ass dro get the work then I hit the stop n go. cause I... gotta do, what what I gotta do because the devil tryna play me for a fool I cant get mad at no one cause I chose this life when I should of took my butt back to school so now I gotta do, what what I gotta do I gotta stay strong ill forever stay true but I cant, cant fake, cant fold gotta keep pushin on cause I refuse to lose! Crime pays, its hard to be legal I just do it for my people I aint trying be evil. My boy just did a bid and he"ll prolly do a sequel I wonder what go through their head before they get that needle? I wasn't right, but God was I wrong Can you forgive me, and please take me home? And despite all my wrongs, can you show me the light And where I belong? (please) All the pain and the suffering, sparked the flame to me hustling, (yeah) being broke I found troubling, I'm sick of Ramen noodles (man my stomach still rumbling) but I, I got to eat, my fam got to eat, plus i'm real man i'm tryin to feed my team so I gotta, say an extra prayer while I load my heat, make a plan then I got to hit the streets. Cuz I gotta do what what I gotta do gotta keep on grindin still got to hit the stu, if you came from nothing like me you might change your point of view, I'm a real soldier blood on my boots. In the trenches everyday, no college and i'm extra tatted, make it hard to get work; but I aint making no excuses just pray for ya boy that I don't get put under the dirt! Cause I... gotta do, what what I gotta do because the devil tryna play me for a fool I cant get mad at no one cause I chose this life when I should of took my butt back to school so now I gotta do, what what I gotta do I gotta stay strong ill forever stay true but I cant cant fake, cant fold gotta keep pushing on cause I refuse to lose! I REFUSE TO LOSE....