Do It For Grandma

Man, like, I was just, like, sitting here looking at the stars and, like, thinking about my grandma That she could be, like, one of them stars that's looking at me, looking back at me But, shit, at least, like, I can say, like, I got to say goodbye I know that my grandma, she watch me up there I know that you gone, but you really right here No help for this pain, it's not going nowhere Thank God that my daddy and mama still here I'm up early morning, I'm thinking about her I pray for my sister, no one feel it like her Wish I could be home and just be there for her Mmm, be there for her Be there for her And I understand it's gon' be a time, but why this time Maybe sometime it's gon' be my time Guess I'll see you that time Until then, I'ma just shine Until then, I'ma just shine I be feeling like picking up that cup again But I really don't want f*ck with that cup again Drinking lean swear that shit almost killed me, It helped the pain but it fucking up my kidney Watch them niggas they act cool, but they envy Stay on point, Real niggas don't be friendly And you told me I was gonna make it far someday Do it for you, promise, I'ma be a star one day Be a star one day Take a look up to the stars, and I see you And I know you looking at me, cause I feel you I pray that one day you look down, and you smile, Like there go my grandson, and say that you proud Could say that I changed I was wild as a child Missing my sister, we ain't talk in awhile I'ma send her this song, hope she listen and smile Wow, wow I swear I done been through it all I'm hoping and praying one day I'ma ball See my name on the TV and face on the wall I want my grandma to give me a call Ooh, give me a call You never lost on one, you wouldn't feel me Is you really gone, someone tell me I'm dreaming Tell me I'm sleeping I got no tears in my eye, cause I'm bleeding I got a smile for to hide how I'm feeling Saying that I'm fine, but inside I be screaming Excuse my language, I'ma do this shit for you Mm-hmm, do this shit for you Excuse my language, I'ma do this shit for you Excuse my language, I'ma do this shit for you Grandma, I love you And I'll never forget you I just want you to let my granddaddy know I love him and I miss him But I'ma do it for y'all I'ma do it for both of y'all I'm just hoping I can make y'all proud Cause I know y'all believe in me Even though I don't believe in myself But excuse my language But I'ma do this shit for y'all