Me And My Thoughts

Look covid done hit everything it went down Couldn't work and all my plans they went south Had niggas switch up for the fucking clout, Lost myself and i could not be found I got really fucked up it just was me up in my room All alone letting my thoughts consume me and ruin my mood. Here's Pre-COVID, Nigga i was flowing, Had mad friends but i was still lonely. Everyone was cuffed, had a true love, tried to get me one, end up getting dubbed, She already had a nigga by her side and yeah nigga yeah i felt crushed, then she gon tell me she would pick me if she wasn't even with him (WHAT?) Come back to now, Im feeling proud, got me a job and i'm out of my drought, don't fit with the crowd, on my own cloud, i'm finna make it i'll keep yelling loud, and when i do there's no fake niggas allowed, don't say you was with me man shut yo mouth, when i was starting you had all the doubts, now you come back so i could give you a shout Man f*ck that Ima take out my blic and ima BOW that Ima take out his gang he won't spin back I already know that nigga, he ain't like that Talkin shit on the gram but it's all chat Pull up on the nigga put him on snap Ima break his bitch back like a kit-kat He ain't got no gang they all in a pack Put a gun to my head man i wont care Im gon slide for my brothas cause im not scared Loyalty is number one all the bread shared And i'm not gon stop cause of damn fear (Yeah) I ain't been right in a long time Dark clouds surrounding my whole mind I'm stuck in a place that i can't leave And i don't even wanna say help please Man what the f*ck is going on with me Stop asking bout college i don't wanna go I'm sick of these questions just leave me alone I'm tryna make moves but i'm stuck in this home Feels like i'm locked inside of a dome Always wanted love but i can't find the one The only one i wanted dropped me for a dud Pretty lightskin and she had that curly hair Everytime i see her i just think it's not fair They always tell me look up but my neck is locked down I can't fake this smile man i'm just gonna frown Cause i can't lie no more man a nigga is hurt Looking everywhere but i think i lost my worth Everything that i feel man i wrote it in these words I don't wanna make anyone feel concerned Cause i'm always acting happy ima keep it that way I already know mad niggas don't want me to stay Covid done hit everything it went down Couldn't work and all my plans they went south Had niggas switch up for the fucking clout, Lost myself and i could not be found I got really fucked up it just was me up in my room All alone letting my thoughts consume me and ruin my mood Look Covid done hit everything it went down Couldn't work and all my plans they went south Had niggas switch up for the fucking clout, Lost myself and i could not be found I got really fucked up it just was me up in my room All alone letting my thoughts consume me and ruin my mood