More Life, More Depression

I'm working endless shifts Making that money miss I'm working endless shifts Making that Uh More Life More Depression Trying to find out if my life is a blessing Cause everyday it's filled with regretting Do I end it or do I keep pushing Making this money but it's not enough Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved Hitting for love but I never hit home I think that it's time to step out my zone I'm stuck and I can't find my way I remember when I used to have nothing Remember when I was young I used feel to something Now all the pain is just numbing I been going through a whole lot of stress I go down the wrong block it's a whole lot of red I used to think that I had a whole lot of friends But they all led me to a whole lot of ends I'm on my doley I'm on my lonely Ain't never had no one to keep me company All of my thoughts they hitting me rapidly I don't even know if I should keep on rapping Might let out too much for them to hear Staying alone is my biggest fear But please let me make this clear I don't want any of your little cheers Where do I go I'm trying to fix all this shit Trying to find out if I'm built for this shit Trying to find out where I really even fit Niggas gonna ask if I'm okay I put my pain in a pack and I smoke it away F*ck all my opps they all dead anyway Step on my block and you join them today Let me stop with all this cap I don't even have my own mac Everyday breaking my damn back Push the hoes off like my name Jack Treated different cause my skin black Addicted to music like it's crack Put in the work no time to slack One mistake and I lose the bag I order doordash like everyday Eating this food gonna make me decay At this point I don't even care mane If I die make sure it's by a shotty mane More Life More Depression (How the hell can I keep going on) Trying to find out if my life is a blessing Cause everyday it's filled with regretting (The pain in my heart it's just too strong) Do I end it or do I keep pushing Making this money but it's not enough (Where did everything even go wrong) Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved Hitting for love but I never hit home I think that it's time to step out my zone They try to say that life ain't a game But since mine started this shit been on play Ain't no pause button this shit stays connected Until I pull the plug make servers suspended When it's all over will I be ascending We all think that until we do all the reflecting At the end of the day I'm sorry to those I'm affecting Those I'm affecting More Life More Depression (How the hell can I keep going on) Trying to find out if my life is a blessing Cause everyday, it's filled with regretting (The pain in my heart it's just too strong) Do I end it or do I keep pushing Making this money but it's not enough (Where did everything even go wrong) Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved Hitting for love but I never hit home I think that it's time to step out my