I've Created You

Everything I have I ain't never wanted You're a piece of the past now i'm feelin haunted Everybody ask me why we ain't talkin I just tell'em it was all fate wasn't toxic That's a lie Every single night I would cry Laying in my bed wishing I was not alive Every single thing that you said into my eyes Manipulated me so I could not see through the lies Every time that I see a vision of your face I forget where to go gotta find a safe place Now i'm filled with anger inside and fuckin hate It's been about a day since the last time I ate Gave you my love now look what you've done Bursting my heart into flames like the sun I guess everything that I said means nun Russian roulette by myself your the gun I created you from a place of despairity Now that you're gone i'm still looking for clarity You took my heart but ain't bother to share with me Don't want attention I ain't not a charity Do I feel fine as of now I said barely I created you from a place of despairity Now that you're gone i'm still looking for clarity You took my heart but ain't bother to share with me Don't want attention I ain't not a charity Do I feel fine as of now I said barely Yeah Everybody asks why the hell i'm so alone And everybody asks why I don't pick up the phone And everybody asks why I never leave my home I don't really know guess it's cuz of that hoe Affection is something you struggled to show You tested my patience I hope that you know You controlled me had me chained to your heart And you say that your dumb but your so very smart You took the safety of love made it dangerous Girl hope you know ain't nobody compare to us That's what I told you it's what I believed I'm begging to you from the floor on my knees Love is not something i'm willing to play with Brand new people are not ones I hang with Blew up my phone cuz you know I can't take it Ways that I feel everyday I just hate it Loved you forever until it was toxic I wanna jump in the crowd of a mosh pit I wanna hurt people who talkin nonsense I wanna blow out my brains when i'm conscious Tried to forgive you i'm trying again But all the late nights replay in my head You made me feel like i'm better off dead Left me to drown when I couldn't tread Tried to forgive you i'm trying again But all the late nights replay in my head You made me feel like i'm better off dead Left me to drown when I couldn't tread