Devil's Stare

I'll never say I've had it the worse But I can talk from the back seat Dad in the front Addicts pulling up like taxis Hand picking their blunts Man hands a twenty and gets an elephants trunk Then the giver buys a bottle now he's sat out on the front His daughter looking after 1 and a half of his sons This is the background that I've done Dad ready to hide if the fed will ever come He'll have a handful of money and I'm praying for some But every day at his its cold beans and toast for lunch Asleep 1 eye open when swollen and scrunched Hands shaking PTSD from the night where he lunged Cold blue sirens In the air Locked in a place where no one cares I'ma escape this devils stare Yeah dark nights alone blood orange on the streetlights But he fights to the throne lives for the sight of one name in his phone But he's lost deep dark in the unknown But who knows if he can find his way out Conflicted with ins but he conflicts with out One person who can calm him down The same girl he almost went without The kinda girl who doesn't care for clout Just your safety and whereabouts yeah But whereabouts was I before I was talking bout that shaking sweating from your core Because you was way too young for the shit you saw The blood the gore One main man screaming yo f*ck the law Being in the middle of how a family's torn No f*ck that being the reason the family has torn Feeling like I was a chosen one like I was meant to bring a balance to the force But all I can do is turn on a beat and let my mind sky walk Looking after a life that's fell into shambles Every day I wake up financial gambles Last wolf out the pack still last to scramble Still moving my own weight here to set an example For the bitches that wont grow up and handle Their shit and get it cleared like samples yeah I failed once so I approached from different angles Bun the EP that shit was as lit as burnt out candles Making movements like I'm wearing Gandhi's sandals yeah Yeah and I'm still the only lyrical killer in my own lane Born in darkness and molded by it I am bane Cold blue sirens In the air Locked in a place where no one cares I'ma escape this devils stare Yeah chills and goosebumps up your arm Only escapes getting drunk at farms They're trying to get me to pop prescription pills till I'm brain-dead or calm But this musics my world the mic is the only drug ill hold in my palm Because I grew up in a broken home wars like Vietnam Writing more verses then there are in psalms That was me The same kid who were out of his tree Cursed with a gift of ADHD Everyone around falling victim to alcohol and weed Then my only escape is spitting over these beats Trust me I tried a life on the street But I had no love for it and it had love for me But without the pain they would be no C B I'm out