Sorry

Real friends turned to snakes Real love turned to hate Trust turned to mistakes And time built disbelief in fate It's only me who can restore my faith Its never too late Yeah it's never too late Next up like I'm second in line Puffed my chest up more then Diddy I know you fuckers want me to rest up But ill never feel shitty Because I gotta be immune to the cold When I'm spitting wit ice Confused result of nature All say I'm spitting fire but know I'm way too cold with mics All say that spitting raw shit but ill still cook any emcees you like You couldn't flame me if I gave you a can petrol and a light You couldn't kill me wit one of em 16's if you snuck up on me in the night Full magazine and spray everything in your sight I'll spit 4 bars and set your entire career alight Because you couldn't do it alone with the shit you write But if any emcees wants beef I bet they won't hop on a mic Instead these pussy bitches gonna kick my door down and try to fight Well that's alright I know the chance of me losing my life We lost the greats to each other biggie, Pac, pun, Nipsey, and x One too many meth heads chasing a bag and sex To see the politics are way too complex It's mad when you're in the game your life is a text away Procrastinating every fucking day Always doubting the shit that I say Spit it, fix it, mix it Get mad look at the desk punch, look at the paper scrunch But I'm so to use to it I don't even gotta look in the bin but I know its in It's mad how much I've been throwing away I went through a fucked up phase Hating on everyone to try and push them away I lost my best friends f*ck. I have to own up yeah I lost my closest people Please stop putting me on steeples people Have trust issues because I was feeling feeble But wouldn't admit to myself locked the real me up in a cell I'd scream call and try to yell But it was back to square one every time I fell And you know if I'm talking about you DM me shit please do Because I need to apologies to you Because every time I was down you'd see right through Like I was in glass pain Shards stuck up in my brain I was moving insane Way too tied up in the game I'm sorry that's all I can say