Lonely

I can't stand the suffering I'm on the pills Taking paracetamol just to heal I'm on my knees everyday I am not gay You all will pay Broke boy on the run So I can say that I've won You lot ain't done L8 where they slap the guns Make a living until I get a son So lonely In pain and too much stress Been deceived and finessed The people can't confess I can see through their eyes There lies All the emotions gotta stay inside They gotta hide Everyone eventually will say goodbye It's only a matter of time Only a matter of time Don't know what to say Everyone knows That I am this way I want a bae Tryna say hey But my minds saying something else But they don't get it They can see my vision it's expected Man forget it Doing the best for my fam They won't let it Man They won't let it Rah nah So lonely In pain and too much stress Been deceived and finessed The people can't confess I can see through their eyes There lies All the emotions gotta stay inside They gotta hide Everyone eventually will say goodbye It's only a matter of time You can stay judging You people are clueless We stay sinning like Judas We betray the one who creates You cant say that you can't relate Damn we all snakes Back at it but you still call me your mate Backstabber but it's all decide by fate Everyday feels like a long day In my mind I'm like Russ But you see I'm just lost And I know you girls want cock Cause over and over and over again The ting be bussin' like I'm lil uzi I be chilling like am in a jacuzzi Everyday nigga they boogie I leg it with my problems I never clock it cause When they lock it Cause when they lock it Niggas they ain't patient they ruthless We all stay aging, we improving You can keep choosing Live or die I'm type of nigga that will ride or die Say goodbye or lie I can see through your disguise Nah left him for dead, I know the opps are spies I'll always find out your dirty lies Hear you behind those cries So lonely In pain and too much stress Been deceived and finessed The people can't confess I can see through their eyes There lies All the emotions gotta stay inside They gotta hide Everyone eventually will say goodbye It's only a matter of time Yeah only a matter of time I can always hear you behind those cries It doesn't matter if everyone else dies Oooh yeah My emotions gotta stay inside Don't forget I want meet you in the afterlife Hopefully in paradise Don't let the Devil get your life Always choose Jesus Christ