C418

Bitch I'm eighteen I have so much ahead of me I want to build myself for the better part a better me If you want my love I'll promise you I'll never leave I just want you to understand what you mean to me I've been hating myself for awhile it's killing me Want to kill myself but that would be a sin to me I want to push the drugs away but i felt it needing me Pop a couple percs in the benz like they jelly beans It's fucking with my mind and my thought's and my memory Hating myself is the only thing that's killing me Bitch better use that brain for a spelling bee I'm smoking that gas like a skunk and it always reaks I'm sitting on the phone just trying to send a message I'm just make work for us I'm trying to make it better Lately I've been feeling cold with the things I do I'm feeling sweater weather I'm ill feeling sick got the flu I'm drug addict gonna kick the bucket make it boom High keys lows keys I'm just tryna find the tune I'm sorry for my problems I know it makes you hate me Least the pills and the drugs won't try to fight and try blame me