never the same / never felt better

It don't feel the same Oh no it don't feel the same You filled up my brain And now it don't feel the same It will never be ok No I will be never be ok And I'll never be the same Girl you really messed me up bad Think about the times we had We can never get them back I'm tryna put you in the past But you keep on hitting me on snap Saying that your giving me space Keep trying I can't even look at your face without crying Sitting so alone here feeling I'm like dying Hitting up my bros but nobody is replying Truth is I ain't ever really been this down Sometimes I just want you in my bed right now But sometimes I be wishing you were dead right now I can't make up my mind Everything, everything you said right now Is running through, running through my head right now I just can't, I just can't pretend right now I'm running out of time You always kept me down And even though I'm free right now I still flinch when I hear that sound Your echoes ringing in the background I never wanna speak again I don't ever wanna see your face You drove down to New York and then you made a Giant mistake I hate you with every single thing in my brain Every single part of my life Every day I wake up knowing you caused me pain 4 months I'm still not alright They say it takes time And I know that they're right But there's still that void inside That makes me feel so weak at night I'll never be the same It don't feel the same without you now that you're all gone You're not to blame, without you I'll be moving on It don't feel the same without you now that you're not here It don't feel the same, It don't feel the same I ain't ever felt no better than this Except for you girl I never miss Your name still creeping in the back of my head Yeah without you girl I'm better off Not dead but alive Now I ain't wasting no time Only time I get high Is when I'm high off of life Which is like every night Every second with you felt wrong I'm making it right You gave me a header so I tacked on itttt We ended forever now I'm back on itttt Playlist better when this track on itttt Every pendant I put cash on it Yeahhh I'm making bank but still don't know where to go now I'd say no thanks but I still don't really know how You out my way but you still messing my flow I don't even know, will I ever be the same I don't know Will I ever be the same? I ain't ever felt this way You know, it's funny You always said I couldn't remember anything, but what you did I'll never forget And thank you for showing me what a relationship is not supposed to feel like, you know? I learned how to see the red flags, how to see what's wrong. Now I can finally have control over my own life. No more being trapped in the bubble.