Pain Flow

I'm off them percs, I can't even think right now Shit, ion want these pills I just had a talk with God, he told me wait a lil' longer Going through pain, it ain't kill me, it just made me a lil' stronger When the money went to coming, that's when niggas went to changing I'm still the same lil' nigga, from back then when I was nameless Ma was I had struggling bad, and I ain't never had a father Say what time it's supposed to get better, this shit really got harder Stabbed in the back, by a couple people wish I seen it coming Young as hell, thuggin' with my cousin plotting on some money I held it down on my end, and they ain't show that same love But I still kept it real with motherfuckers, just because Pull down the street and bleed the block, I'm trying to get a nigga gone I'm trying to touch a nigga top, I'm trying to send a nigga home I put down with that drac', I'm trying to dirty work a nigga I can't seem to function right, less I got percs' up in my system I hope that hoe was clean like soap, cause I just dove in, I think these people made a paper how they folding Them niggas pulled down the street, I was sitting outside my granny house They bent the corner, stopped the car, them choppas' went to screaming out But my Glock was on my lap, I upped that bitch went to bussing back My granny called my phone the other day, like "you remember that?" Say, though, nigga never gave me shit, nigga never did nothing for me Never put no money in my pockets, for real Aye, but f*ck that thought, them niggas was wetting my granny crib up I was standing outside that bitch bussing back on god But we ain't tripping on no little petty ass shit I just got my grandma a brand new, seventy-thousand dollar house We on to the next Let me take you back to where it started, section eight in them apartments Down bad, we ain't have no other choice but to start robbing Hittin' licks ,back to back, trying to triple up the profit I ain't even finna speak, on all that jail time we was dodging I got some big shit on my back, ain't talking v-lone And if I give up on my cup, who I'ma lean on But if I give up on my dreams, I'm gon' be the one they sleep on Nigga get to hitting at me, I'ma hit back, this shit like Ping-Pong I'm from the bottom, I ain't talking bout Bikini I got stuck up in my ways, that's when this shit got hard like cement In the trap don't know a thing about Gymnastic's, but I'm flipping bricks Beat the pot they might think I was the slave, the way that I whip my wrist They only check or call on you, when it's beneficial to them Main reason I'd rather hang and kick it with myself Everybody say they real but doing fake shit, got a lot off of my mind but I don't say shit They don't know me or know shit bout me, why, the f*ck they lying Say they proud of me, but they ain't proud, I see the hate behind that smile Said you was down to ride 4L, look how you changed on me And every time some shit went left, they put the blame on me I been trying to heal myself, I hope my pain don't show Searching for peace and happiness, but I'm another lost soul Tell me when this shit gon' end, when all this pain gon' go Stopped taking drugs to heal my wounds so I just let the pain flow Stopped taking drugs to heal my wounds so I just let the pain flow Yeah, yeah, yeah Do you believe that love is real, if so they tell me where to get it You gon' have to love me different, baby girl I'm from the trenches Make a promise even when this shit get hard, you ain't gon' give up no Catch you tryna thug me, they get mad when I wanna be alone Why you still tryna thug me, all I wanna do is love you Ain't got love inside my body, quick to, tell her "lil' bitch f*ck you" In your feelings, you say hurtful things, why you want me to die I'd do anything for ya, I swear I never meant to make you cry They don't know me or know shit bout me, why, the f*ck they lying Say they proud of me, but they ain't proud, I see the hate behind that smile Said you was down to ride 4L, look how you changed on me And every time some shit went left, they put the blame on me I been trying to heal myself, I hope my pain don't show Searching for peace and happiness, but I'm another lost soul Tell me when this shit gon' end, when all this pain gon' go Stopped taking drugs to heal my wounds so I just let the pain flow Stopped taking drugs to heal my wounds so I just let the pain flow Yeah, yeah