State Of Mind

Pipe that shit up TnT They in this bitch askin' me how I feel Man, I'm better than I ever been, for sure I mean, shit like life tryna get me down right now Like, it's cool, I'll never go back to that dark place in my life, like I was about a year ago, no cap Ayy, Ayy, but say though I'm in this bitch smokin' a cig I just got a fresh ass line up and a lil' fade I feel flyer than a motherfucker right now, I ain't finna lie to you on god Ayy, shit, I just, I just wanna let y'all know How I been doin' since y'all been asking bout me All is well, though Let me start this shit over, with a much clearer conscience Couple niggas from the city, had to put them under Niggas jealous, don't like me, all cause I'm havin' motion Couple niggas mad, cause I wouldn't let them f*ck me over But I'm screamin, f*ck them niggas I see the envy in your eyes, I know lil' bruh a snake Them niggas want me, my demise, but I can't let them take it All this shit that I been goin' through, can't let it break me Goin' to therapy, for my pain, my heart steady achin They won't give us a chance, they say we promote the violence How the f*ck they blame us, we products of our environment We just goin' off our instincts, and fightin' for survival Try to blame us for this shit, every time them bullets flyin Show no emotion, I'm too strong for all this shit Get on the mic, I lose my feelings, and just vent Learnin' how to cope with my pain, tryna stop takin' them drugs I'm just lookin' for love Open mind, no illusions, tryna learn somethin' new See a clear picture so I'm choosin' hope, love and truth Now I'm on track for somethin' better, I smile more than I frown Got answers to my questions I can't let life get me down Open mind, no illusions, tryna learn somethin' new See a clear picture so I'm choosin' hope, love and truth Now I'm on track for somethin' better, I smile more than I frown Got answers to my questions I can't let life get me down I got too much shit to lose, I got people dependin' on me I'm my mama only son, I can't leave her in the world lonely I'm the man of the house, ho, I take care of my siblings Let em play with my fam, and watch a nigga end up missin Cock the glock, bend your block, and let off shots till it's man down Call the Draco raid, when I shoot, cause I'm gon' spray it around Slide through virdin dition, and catch em slippin' knock his dreads off I wanna spread my wings, and fly away like a moth I wanted love so bad, I gave my heart to anybody But I can only blame myself, cause I was out of pocket I can only blame myself, cause I was out of pocket Show no emotion, I'm too strong for all this shit Get on the mic, I lose my feelings, and just vent Learnin' how to cope with my pain, tryna stop takin' them drugs I'm just lookin' for love Open mind, no illusions, tryna learn somethin' new See a clear picture so I'm choosin' hope, love and truth Now I'm on track for somethin' better, I smile more than I frown Got answers to my questions I can't let life get me down Open mind, no illusions, tryna learn somethin' new See a clear picture so I'm choosin' hope, love and truth Now I'm on track for somethin' better, I smile more than I frown Got answers to my questions I can't let life get me down Aye, I'm feeling good Nocap I can't let life get me down nigga, yeah I'm thugging, straight like that bitch