Monophobia

I am on my own yeah I'm alone now Everything is silent but it feels like it so loud Dark clouds I went to far so I can't go home now Deeper in the storm with no raincoat I'm worn out worn out I am on my own yeah I'm alone now Only thing I have is egos I can not control now No mouth Try to ask for help but I don't know how So I sit and laugh at the road that I go down Go down Suicide I'ma ghost now Parasyte I'm the host now Cast to the backrooms I don't even know how I feel like a CPU that's gonna get shut down I look for a logical reason that says I exist I hang out with my friends and reality loses it's grip Nothing comes to my lips All my brain does is skip The real time the real life it lets reality slip And it's not like nobody cares I'm lost and they don't know where And I know that life ain't fair But I don't understand I swear And they don't understand I'm not there I try my best but I'm unprepared Somebody help me (yuh) No I'm not healthy (yuh) No I don't know what I need (yuh) All that I know is that I'm out of the weed (yuh) Wasn't born blind but I can't see (yuh) Music the only thing guaranteed (yuh) Sometimes I don't know why I eat bruh Sometimes I don't know why I breath bruh I love ya'll so much I don't know why I leave (yuh) And I don't know how but please help me (yuh) And I don't know how but please help me (yuh) And I don't know how but please help me (yuh) I am on my own yeah I'm alone now Everything is silent but it feels like it so loud Dark clouds I went to far so I can't go home now Deeper in the storm with no raincoat I'm worn out worn out I am on my own yeah I'm alone now Only thing I have is egos I can not control now No mouth Try to ask for help but I don't know how So I sit and laugh at the road that I go down Go down