Expensive Pain (feat. tae.flicky & Nassmoove)

Expensive pain sums shit you can't leave alone N you can't be down n trip that they don't answer the phone To beat the system gotta be one of the clones I know some niggas who was trappin out the place they call home (But look) Growing up to fast kept doing wrong like it's right But it's like only you know bout the battles you fight n that's Life He think no answers to his problems so he high as ah Kite Once chance at life n I'm gone fight till this shit turn out right Everything not worth it keep it its holdin you over They gone try to break you breathe and just hold yo composure You in the game stand tall and remain as ah soldier But if you take ah couple losses can't let it control you Ik it's bad momma I'm sorry it speak to my soul Made ah few bonds let em grow cuz they'll never get old You ain't around n it's on them never bend never fold If he live by it keep him round cuz he stand on the code I could never be to optimistic Who woulda thought we come from days we ain't even have a pot to piss in Clock was tickin Block was wicked Shots was hittin You ever came home and everything was missin Didn't know no better we weren't prayin we was wishin Momma tryna act tuff so she sniffin The bath water onna stove hissin And the microwave warm spinnin no 360s We turned our life around that's 180 if ion thank god for that I'm crazy and ian crazy I can't harp about my past All the things I didn't have I just use it as motivation to get to first while I'm in last Ion speak down on my dad cuz I'm blessed to still have one My momma was a real man cuz she raised me without one Rest in peace to those we lost I hope you there when you awake Pray to god can't tell you to forgive me cuz I make stupid mistakes Never point fingers the devils the only one to blame In this system we know our hearts can stop but we ain't know they easily break That suffering put a toll on me I'm in debt to this day By myself I know that's something I can't pay that's expensive pain Trails and tribulations we go through them shits like everyday Hard to get respect when it's niggas around who love to hate But I can't force my hand I let god go through the give n take And I hope maybe someday it's god payin my expensive pain Think cuz I'm up north it's safe (Fahh) gunshot over there It's crazy how one moment can start a generational curse of tears Sometimes we can't do nun about it but don't doubt it It can shine everywhere even moments when it's tragic I swear I love my og pops was there to so I can't give him heat Was feelin lonely bro nem told me get up and back on yo feet Love them real talks wit the guys cuz they keep it G Ain't nun like a lil hope on yo side cuz we all tryna eat