Trillion

17 lad but it feels like i've lived my whole life Travelled back and forth till i crossed the veil of what's there Got shown the place and the truth was laid bare Consciousness and wisdom bra finessed in a gangster way And still I miss the days where I was making paper planes MCCASHARAKKA gotta build my own name, I was always showing up for others and I wanted it back But the whole time I was never really at lack Never step foot in where ive been Never back down to the old me Each day I'm fighting harda for who I'll be No average rap Nah no Crap or cap Fix your own mind cuz before you diss mine' Ive been thru the same shit a thousand times Always underestimated only makes me shine brighta If only you knew you were hating GODS light'uh Raise your expectations To the infinity X didn't die for rap to diss unity Lyrical genius Cant freestyle for shit That's why I got a book of bars for this shit Platinum bars CC RAK$TAR On the comeup now because I know whats hard Look at me now It's only the beginning Humble as f*ck but I know Ill be winning Not a fucking game cuz we know not to play I picture myself with a corvette one day Flow so smooth Pop, Lock, Scoop That's why these hoes wanna be my (be my) Dupe For a while I was to scared to admit that I was broken If I did the forces against me would win At least that's what I thought till I started turning numb Couldn't even smile or trust my own mum Had to be on guard Me against the world Had no time for that I'm just a girl Was never a challenge to keep it real Yet somehow people never fail to doubt my skill If you had a trillion and gave everyone a billion, you would still have billions on billions on fucking billions But nah they keep the homeless to show us where we'll be if we don't keep slaving our way out of poverty And then comes illness Why didn't meds cure me Cuz lad they wanna keep us in disability (Rah) Cuz if we knew the power in our words and who we are we'd be strong enough to overthrow the shit pushed on us To overthrow the shit pushed on us Never step foot in where i've been Never back down to the old me Each day I'm fighting harda for who I'll be No average rap Nah no Crap or cap Fix your own mind cuz before you diss mine' Ive been thru the same shit a thousand times Always underestimated only makes me shine brighta If only you knew you were hating GODS light'uh