After Math

I don't make wishes They ion never happen I'm about that action Type to go and make it happen That's why she fell in love But she don't understand the vision Consequences Bad descion I been living risky I'm only happy Get excited When they tlaking money They in my face But I don't hear um Cuz they all so boring All them night hustling Crying to my momma She telling me it's worth it Son your the strongest person I neglect my self Drugs to feeling worthless All the money in world Ain't changing you as a person I need millions While you bitchs Is focused On Birkens I'm run up this money No feelings Or hurting To much murder on my mind I need a new verdict I keep shit to my self Cuz I know it's not your burden It's awfully personally baby I know that I ain't perfect I'm tired of struggling The first of the month going hungry They say they there for you But don't know what you going through I was down bad Yeah I hate that Focused on this money Going hungry Trynna make it back I need time to heal See these streets don't love you They gone take your life away Gottah keep that pole on me Cuz these streets They left me traumatized I lost to many friends because we all depressed Popping pills Them perkasets A couple more Ain't working yet We running aimless In these streets Cuz our parents They left us neglected And that's fine All that love Stop pretending All that love left When I was broken All I needed was dependence Contimplating suicide they never got the message Yeah it's do or die Ima get rich or I never tried I built my walls up yeah they fortified Why we talking back and forth When we don't never compromise Section 8 To subsidize You chasing happiness While I'm trynna to survive We get high Pop pills To clear the mind Shit I think I'm off one Go grab the clip Load it up And go off some F*ck it We gone thug it out Riding Till the wheels fall off