Royal Red

Plotting watching Patiently waiting to be old enough I just want bundles My OGs they teaching they practice I was just 12 years old clutching on weapons This little white boy Looking like Justin Bieber I don't think they saw this coming Finessing Threw traffic We just hit lick They sending them dogs We jumping them fences Stuck in them trench's Life to us meaningless Look at my self now Creating a child A father I'm unfit Unstable the life that I'm living It's granted it's gifted Like why I am still here This shit it ain't been easy I'm Constantly watching my back Friendships it's evil The closest to me Ether dead Or they dead to me Free all the gang But if they get out I think they'd try to kill me Life that I'm living extravagant That's what you think when you locked in a box Jealousy all in the air But my gun stays cocked One in the chamber I don't go anywhere Without my savor God is my witness But what is he here for All them nights I was praying But dead full of blood is how we all end up Maybe yeag I took them shots Maybe yeah I got some blood on my hands But I'd rather be breathing Protecting my family Keeping the peace Hoping one day that I got some to show for Murder they raising the quota Like I was a kid and they were raising a soldier Nah I'm not scared of none But I don't not sleep quite My eyes they turned black My soul it's been absent And I do not want it back All them nights I spent Working I'm working the hardest No education How the f*ck was I going to college No father When I needed guidance the most What was I looking up to to make proud Cocky lil kid always running his mouth I got some holes in my head The doctor told me yeah I should be dead But I'm still here and I'm working the hardest Balling it's all from the carding If I got your name and your street Best believe your yeah your accounts yeah they are empty I know some crips but they do not Show love the way they mean it We equals why everyone out here pretending Nah ain't scared of none But I don't not sleep quite My eyes they turned black My soul it's been absent And I do not want it back All them nights I spent Working I'm working the hardest No education How the f*ck was I going to college No father when I needed guidance the most What was I looking up to, to make proud Cocky lil kid always running his mouth I got some holes in my head The doctor told me yeah I should be dead But I'm still here and I'm working the hardest