How could you

I told you everything I have been through. You took it all with such ease Told me everything would be okay, and I shouldn't lose hope We texted, we talked, we shared some of our dreams I turned you down a lot, said no a lot. You still stayed, tried your best time and time again I finally agreed to meet. You were so comforting. I could feel my heart skip a beat every time you took a step closer to me And since that night, you have had a hold on me Funny how you came right when I thought I had it all figured out, when my world finally was making sense I had only just taken one step in my own direction, before you came and turned the wheel in another I hope the map and compass on your arm shows a better path Your Rolex on your wrist, a better time Thank god that I know someone, who knew someone, that knew something I hope you have trouble sleeping, I hope you choke on your pride You were so damn pretty, but it took me less than five minutes to make you the ugliest man alive You made me smile, made me laugh, made me feel lucky Still remember how you politely asked for the first kiss You were the prince in the black car. Oh sweet god, that black car You were so charming, trustworthy, sweet and gentle You showed me how easy it was to say no, keep my distance, protect myself I did feel something was off sometimes, but why would it? You told me everything I wanted to hear, you showed me love, showed me kindness But in the end, you took a piece that was not yours to take Somehow, everything finally made sense How you wanted no one to know about us, the secret meetings, the late nights How none of my problems matter to you Make me understand how you had the nerve to include me in your sick game You made me believe I was ready to let someone in You took my innocence the second I got it back You became everything you told me you would never be Funny how you came right when I thought I had it all figured out, when my world finally was making sense I had only just taken one step in my own direction, before you came and turned the wheel in another I hope the map and compass on your arm shows a better path Your Rolex on your wrist, a better time Thank god that I know someone, who knew someone, that knew something I hope you have trouble sleeping, I hope you choke on your pride You were so damn pretty, but it took me less than five minutes to make you the ugliest man alive I let you into my home, opened my heart, and let you play with my thoughts And then you made a fool out of me Calling my phone, saying that you are sorry Telling me that you two had figured it out and wanted to try again What was I supposed to say?"I'm happy for you" All I wanted to say was"After everything I've been through, how could you?"