Narcissist war

Lets start easy okay The honeymoon phase, we have all been there So sweet so sweet, like nothing is missing The smiles, the laughing, and don't forget the red cheeks You lose track of time, and the days between You almost forget you have your own family But that's the funny thing about that phase Nothing really mattered as long as we were okay The mind such a powerful thing, but so easy to trick The heart filled with delicate strings, so easy to break Sad how those two things, can get your hands tied or wrapped around someone's finger We all know what that is, but do you really know what it's like? You don't know what it's like to live between, fight or flight You don't know what i have sacrificed But if you do, i'm sorry for you We both know, we had better things to do We spend a lot of time being framed No matter the proof, we will always be doomed But that's what it's like to be at war with a narcissist How can a woman so independent look herself in the eyes When she drags herself through hell day and night, that's not healthy they laughed and smiled The truth is We wanted help but had to be careful, or the bear will wake Try being in those shoe's In our heads one sentence repeat "Help me i'm drowning, can't you see?" One year has passed and we still believed We both said forever, what an awful cliche Thought it was normal, so i keept living in that fantasy Two years has passed, getting tirering Oh little me, how naive could you be To believe a word coming out of that mouth Lie's lie's lie's Three years has past, but not for free I fought and fought but not for me, but i got to pay the price And listen psychologists ain't cheap I just hope that you're fucked up as me I wanna say sorry for standing in your way But then i rembered it was you standing in my way I know the memories will stay, but at least you're out of my way The mind such a powerful thing, but so easy to trick The heart filled with delicate strings, so easy to break Sad how those two things, can get your hands tied or wrapped around someone's finger We all know what that is, but do you really know what it's like? You don't know what it's like to live between, fight or flight You don't know what i have sacrificed But if you do, i'm sorry for you We both know, we had better things to do We spend a lot of time being framed No matter the proof, we will always be doomed But that's what it's like to be at war with a narcissist You can't control what people will feel You can't control what they think All you really can control is you I know it's not easy, believe me i have been there too You need to break free, from whatever is holding you down Sadly we both know, that it is a whoever