August Obituary

Here it comes I'm sinking Tidal wave The deep end Throw me off Got me thinking These lyrics that I'm singin I still don't know the meanin How come it's rainin every season It feels like life just kicked my Teeth in Girl I've been pouring out my feelings I just don't know how to Feel no more, know how to Feel no more I put my pain in walls of this bottle This message concealed no more Fake smile on my face Passion ain't feeling the same Lately been stuck in my ways To these thoughts I'm a slave Carry your words to the grave As I mark down the days I'm afraid All for all now all at once Lay me here now all because It doesn't ever seem fade No it don't ever go away No you can't fail enough to change That's why this August I'm in pain Why's it so hard to love myself I don't know I just wanna go home No I don't pick up my phone I don't get what you see in me This self doubt and insecurity The anxiousness The selfishness But who am I to blame Constantly falling so short Don't want no christan dior Or the butterfly doors Yeah I just wanna wake up And not be so sad Money don't buy you happiness So tell me what my problem is Am I scared if life Or scared of death Or is this just how it is Is this just how it is Rain rain go away Come again some other day I'm too tired Driftin off into nothing Into nothing