Past (feat. harmsoulja)

(C.D. on the Beat) I couldn't bear to see you smile or see you laugh Why can't I just let these friggin' feelings pass? Why on earth didn't you tell me in advance That I never had a spot in your life plans? Because the first sight of a problem and you dashed How many months has it been? Damn, that went by fast To this day, I still think you were being rash But I gotta stop living in the past Thinking 'bout our situations in my head Lying down, rotting in bed I might be better off dead, nah, nah I'm finished chasing what we had It's 'bout time I let it rest I think that'd be for the best Feeling pain all in my chest because my feelings feel suppressed You always put me to the test, no matter what, you're unimpressed You should stop that, I suggest You had me feeling depressed It's just a lot to digest because I'm living in the past I spent my time Looking into your eyes And I don't know why They always made me cry I gave you everything, and you still wanted more Why'd you make me feel like love is nothing but a chore? I asked you to give it time, but you still closed the door You ignored me, man, that shit done really shook me to the core You ripped out my heart, and you dropped it on the floor Why would I come back? There ain't nothing left in store 'Cause you were never mine, lil' __, and I was never yours Never mind... Aye, aye, hold up, aye You was never mine, and I was never yours Lil' bitch trynna f*ck, told her that she gotta go Baby, why you had to play with me? You just a hoe Put that 30 in my drink, lil' bitch, it got me slow Bitch, you singing all my raps just like a fuckin' poem Pull up to the function, bitch, you staring like you seen a ghost I'm with C.D., and you know that we the goats I'm with C.D. Aye, that friggin' chick, I can't believe it Acting like I couldn't see it Saw her face looking anemic, relationship can't retrieve it Shitty partner couldn't be mine Till she came and stabbed my back right from behind After being mistreated, man, I should be fine Over her lil' sorry ass, I should not be crying Yeah, I got over that chick fast And my sadness didn't last God's protection, yeah, it's vast That hoe still had me aghast, and that's why I gotta stop living in the past Thinking 'bout our situations in my head Lying down, rotting in bed I might be better off dead, nah, nah I'm finished chasing what we had It's 'bout time I let it rest I think that'd be for the best Feeling pain all in my chest because my feelings feel suppressed You always put me to the test, no matter what, you're unimpressed You should stop that, I suggest You had me feeling depressed It's just a lot to digest because I'm living in the past I spent my time Looking into your eyes And I don't know why They never made me cry BITCH