i'm not a rapper

I'm lost in the optimisim Caught in the ominicisnt Depresseive Recession That our blue nation recess in Star like im marilyn Higher than wilt chamberlin Dunking on a five footer In regulation Regulating Peace around the world thats what i do Would you raise a statue and salute Saluting to the fallen Dreaming dreams Drinking faygo on a spirtual Lyrical miracle thats empirical For tears Fallen on a keyboard Im not a lyrical rapper Well f*ck i dont know ha ha But f*ck it Tricking tricks are for kids NOo kidding not kidding Tiktok getting Into heads Causing depressesion Creating a war in our heads Damn I forget how good i am Like uncle sam recruiting Polluting on our planet Janet No michael jackson On fire Flatlining like a tire Iron in dire need of Dying Slowly slowly slowy Slowly placing pieces Like reecees Leading to a better existence When i feel myself getting distant Looking for a better me Filled with this anxiety Pray the lord my wrists to bleed Suicide the third this week Stuck inside this empty scene Wish i could control my dreams Paralyzed tranquility Overbearing underachieved I've been working overtime Waiting for my light to shine Overthinking yeah it's fine Sick of scrolling through timelines Nickel penny quarter dime Coins i toss into the well Want to come out of my shell Confide in me i won't tell Wishing on fountain of youth Mix my drink with this vermouth Kill the pain right in this booth Sell my soul to Baphomet When i die the sun will set Cut myself and then i bled Need to get out of my head I just want to lay in bed Depression sells and it's misled Sick of wearing black and red Jesus christ let's break this bread Overdosed and then i said