i know you're gone, but i know you're still here (feat. sudxka)

I am a little bit, Stuck in my head I float through the days As if they'll never end Oh I know that I love you, But it's going nowhere And I'm falling in love. Some place else (but its a-) Everything in this world, Reminds me of you, Doesn't matter where i go, You're still with me too Even though you up in heaven now, I still really miss you, I can't handle this pain, I'm living at your grave, stone And i'm sitting there flowers and roses, I can't get over that now i'll be here and lonesome, Everyday i come to visit, tell you bout my day, I can still hear your voice even though i know that you're away, In the clouds, in the sky, I know you can hear me. Didn't have the chance to say goodbye, and it bloody kills me. I look at myself in the mirror and can't look in my own eyes. Cos when I look it blinds and reminds me that you were mine. Everyday i have these thoughts, Stuck in my mindscape, I have lost motivation, And i have lost my own shape, Every night i don't get sleep and if i do im lucky, Because i spend most nights watching our videos, Of the pranks and jokes that we did, Listening to old songs, to try to get me to sleep, I would live in your arms, even when we are on our deathbed. So vivid But now you are so far, i can't look ahead. I see nothing but red, wishin i was dead, But i know you would want me to live instead. Walk around the world so much to explore Call you all the time you press ignore Open up im at your door See you laying there right on the floor Don't know if i can take much more Ended up dead that was your perfect score.