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As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud All I do is wander there are constant bouts I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud All I do is wander there are constant bouts I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought Growing up little kid man I was innocent Living life was simple then school sports and then my friends Didn't think much of stuff since I was just having fun with it Till one day I got hit my brain it suffered a concussion and I was left there questioning sitting in my room Dwelling in the darkness my development was screwed Character was tested while I settled in for two whole months Inside myself I wondered what makes sense where's proof? My story arc was set up from there man I would solely start Questioning the simple things of life like why should I embark On a journey to success when even if I hit the mark It won't fulfill me it would only give me fun just for a lark Imminent was the overthinking which it did commence Crippling any action that was meant for an intent Influence changing my perception so spontaneous It's crazy this is how it all started taking baby steps As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud All I do is wander there are constant bouts I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought I now go quick going through the motions Hoping I lose focus so I no longer sit hopeless Wonder about my spirit driven purpose where I'll go if I travel on the road that is narrow hope I don't slip But I won't if I just take a step back But I can't because I am not fulfilled where I'm at Gotta keep it moving forward ya I know I'll get attacked But it's worth it in the end if I possess what I lack Ya life seem dry But I cannot deny the light in the truth when revealed to these eyes Sometimes I wish that I could not see why? Because there would be no responsibility On the surface seems like that'd be amazing But the truth is it'd be bleak Man I still cannot even believe just how insanely Sheerly empty pedalling off's been leaving me It is severely costing me and the evidence is manifested in me Extremely clearly proof's in the pudding when I lose my footing Deliberately because I am looking I ask for delivery from evil and yet I am stooping down to it's level Deserve a medal my souls unsettled As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud All I do is wander there are constant bouts I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm But I doubt that I'll ever get out Seems that a couple splashes I've made have become distractions Detracting me away from the path I ought to take hope I haven't Come even half of the way To leading a pack of tamed Sheep either backward or stray Attacked like a prey of Satan's a hazard don't play cuz after the game You're actually at bay trust I've calculated I'm a Jack of all trades One day I got a task to embrace next day got a task that I have to erase My smile fades I start break the cracks attain a grasp of faith I pave my way grey dark in shade Brain Waves they changing as of late Wait