Fragments

I'm all alone I'm on my own No where to go How do I cope Got nothing to show How did I become this way - broken Why did I just shatter to fragments All the shards are scraping on my hands I'm afraid to leave comfort again Why can't I just leave this place I'm in Mental state is shaken, I'm a kid In this game of life I hate playing Keep it real, try to tell myself don't pretend I'm a mess when I'm in a mood Devastating how I violate my own worldviews Put such passion in beliefs but then I let 'em loose When it comes to the reality of what I do Keep it to myself as long as I gotta But honestly I've been bothered This can't go on for much longer Hypocrisy must be conquered I know it only gets harder As time goes on I will falter I can't say that I'll step forward But I'll acknowledge I gotta Gotta get up, collect my fragments I cannot let up or else I'm stagnant I've gotta get 'em into my bag then Piece 'em together to find my place in The world, the world I'm hurting in the dirt Uncertain of my purpose cuz My lenses shattered I'm all alone I'm on my own No where to go How do I cope With nothing to show Ya I'm all alone I'm on my own Where do I go How do I cope When I've got nothing to show I've dealt, with doing things myself I know that I need someone's help Fragments, are scattered all about Jot down, I'm a puzzle scarred with doubt