Intent

Intent took a different path It's wandered off at last Lost in the wilderness Guess I must trace its tracks Time running thin, hourglass in my life is emptying I gotta live better than this, sit in my car, gotta get it moving The ignition can't get a spark to ignite, engine lacks any motivation I ain't moving an inch so I glance, put hand in the air for a ride cuz I've no drive left And now I hate it, hate it, intellect's so invasive But I made this, made this, swaying through lanes all aimless I hate it, hate it, ya I just wanna go home shameless No anguish, no chasing, but I can't when intent is waiting Intent has wandered off It's been gone for too long Drove it away so far This is all my fault I've wandered off What is my problem? I'm sick of this all Quit with the gimmicks I'm sick of the limits inhibiting me from potential I've got Why am I lost? Why am I caught thinking about what is messing me up? Why can't I stop? Why is it constant? It's awful I hate being stuck in this box I don't really wanna deal with it, the experience Where I don't do what I know I should, it's serious I'm in fear a bit that I'll veer and miss What my purpose is all cuz of how I steered the whip And I dearly wish I could clear the mist But I can't because the wipers are severely bent And I can hear it crisp that I should clearly fix Up my ears but I don't listen, hard to hear I guess It's bad, I'm off track, plus I struggle pulling through Can't seek average, yes I know, but still I've split my goals in two Can't be mad at myself if this is what I truly choose But I can't do that because in life I've got way too much to lose My perspective switches from the state that it was in initially Worldview and my values, they get altered on me constantly Thoughts are clogged and you don't have a clue what all my theories did I could try to write it but for now I'll put a period