You Broke Me

Oh, you filled me with shame Paralyzed me with pain Intoxicated my brain Now I got something to say Ever since the day we were introduced to each other You've been just like a Mother keeping me soothed Through the imbalance of life, but I see the malice inside of you, I'm inadequate and staggering from bagging up lies You claim to provide for me, but all you give's a damaging high, You get me empty and then reel me right back in with your line And I don't know what to do cuz my head is getting confused And so I go hook, line and sinker for a new dopamine scoop I've been broken by you, you broke me Left a bone, you tried to control me Call my phone and hope that I'm lonely I'm not home you no longer know me On my own and soaked in my folly Name unknown and coasting out slowly Why you so opposed to me growing? Let me go, you no longer hold me… I was a fool, you ruined me now I can't even look at you Was stubborn but now I believe I'm coming through But is that true? Is that true? Thought I was bulletproof but I guess a fuller truth Is that I'm bullet proof cuz look I'm wounded Fear he took me, shook me, hooked me with a noose, Was in a loop, he gave the gun to doubt but I heard worry shoot I scurried loose and managed to get through into a gloomy room Surprised to find myself in the dark Huddled up to guilt and shame without an ounce of a spark, They were crying to me, carelessly they let down their guard And so I followed along, here's what I said from the heart I said, Man, I don't know if I can handle this I can't stand this addiction being hammered in on command It ain't something that'll vanish quick like shazam Getting sick of being negative in each stanza Having bad blood in veins Let me backup cuz I lack luster and change Made me act up, but I've had enough of the pain So don't ask nothing I'm past loving a fake I've been broken by you, you broke me Left a bone, you tried to control me Call my phone and hope that I'm lonely I'm not home you no longer know me On my own and soaked in my folly Name unknown and coasting out slowly Why you so opposed to me growing? Let me go, you no longer hold me…