Gold

Used to have a heart of gold Now that same heart has turned cold 'Cause you had to lose control And you chose to rip out my soul Body and mind, breaking my heart You're the cause of me falling apart Never thought we'd go this far Never thought I'd forget who you are Loving you is so difficult But the way you acting has become so typical These days, I finally know why I let you go How the f*ck did I lose the only good thing I know? So selfish, can't help it with your jealousy Really think I'm buying every lie you're selling me Think that I believe every lie you're telling me Now you with your friends, wondering where the hell I'll be And the cause of it, I'm off of it Spend the last week getting off of it We're just talking shit, let me talk my shit Still questioning why you chose to call it quits I'm trying not to break, feel like I made a mistake Too much to take, knew this love was fake These emotions I'm feeling are fucking hard to shake, f*ck Used to have a heart of gold Now that same heart has turned cold 'Cause you had to lose control And you chose to rip out my soul Body and mind, breaking my heart You're the cause of me falling apart Never thought we'd go this far Never thought I'd forget who you are We always get ourselves back into the same situation Shit, I'm trying not to lose it with every moment I face it Goddamn, I'm impatient, and all the months that we wasted Knew the end was near, spit it out before I taste it 'Cause some might say she's bad for me I said some dumb shit, hope she ain't mad at me I'm one of the few that she'd be glad to see In my dreams at least, f*ck reality Thank God I didn't carve her name in my skin Fucking my life up for love, the greatest sin It's not my fault I get attached too easy I just fucking panic if anyone ever leaves me Excuse my overthinking Shit, I probably shouldn't be overdrinking But look at us, f*ck, babe, we're slowly sinking Fell in love in August, we went off the deep end This is me trying to get closure Truth is, I don't want it to be over You're not the same as you was before You probably don't fucking love me no more Used to have a heart of gold Now that same heart has turned cold 'Cause you had to lose control And you chose to rip out my soul Body and mind, breaking my heart You're the cause of me falling apart Never thought we'd go this far Never thought I'd forget who you are