Broken

I know that it’s over But I don’t know how to start To try and start over And just mend my broken heart It keeps getting colder Voices tell me I’m too far I want to get closer And just mend my broken heart Never told you how I really felt Now I’m seeing you with someone else And I’m here so angry at myself I do that too much I think I need help (Yeah) But I tried to show you how I felt I wish I was more fun to hang around I don’t feel like I’m enough now And now that it’s over I’ve gotta rebound (Yeah) But every time I see you again I want to feel something But I don’t let myself cuz then The pain rushes back in I wish I could go forget And act like we never met But my feelings linger instead (Yeah) I have so many bad thoughts My broken hearts broken I wish I wasn’t angry I hide all my emotion I really need to detox My feelings unspoken So I’ll just write a sad song This is how I’m coping I know that it’s over But I don’t know how to start To try and start over And just mend my broken heart It keeps getting colder Voices tell me I’m too far I want to get closer And just mend my broken heart I’m lacing up some old shoes and even they have memories They were the only ones I wore when we would always see Each other, you said you liked them, that’s why I remember these Now I just wrote a whole verse about my old shoes I remember the old days sitting next to you That’s when I would feel things instead of just refuse Even if we weren’t together I would definitely choose The days when we were best friends and my heart felt so brand new But now Feels like everything’s been put on hold My feelings vanish and my heart grows cold I’m trying to move on and just be more bold That’s what my name means but it just won’t enfold (Yeah) I can’t act on my desires Cuz I felt things in denial So many days I feel lower Remember when I felt higher Tryna read more of my Bible And get strength from my Provider I’m searching for healing To wake up to a new horizon I know that it’s over But I don’t know how to start To try and start over And just mend my broken heart It keeps getting colder Voices tell me I’m too far I want to get closer And just mend my broken heart (Yeah, yeah) Please mend my broken heart (Yeah, yeah) Won’t You mend my broken heart (Yeah) I thought too much on what we could be And not what we are I dreamt so much and thought it should be I still think you’re a star But dealing with feelings that would be Is just really hard I’m left with all these scars Please mend my broken heart