Moving On

You still seem so lovely So heavenly I can't separate the present you From the one in memory A thread of denial Is woven into me It's wrapped itself around my heart and Constricts it visciously I've wasted so much time On this unhealthy obsession of mine Lost in the desert that's across the line Burning to death, thinking that I'm fine This has consumed So much of me I'm so attached Despite the misery But if I'm honest The feeling's gone The time has come For moving on Deceived by my heart Blinded as we fell apart You left me mesmerized Oblivious and euthanized Should have known no good would come From letting my pain grow so numb I let complacency Curb my ability To view objectively What we had come to be This has consumed So much of me I'm so attached Despite the misery But if I'm honest The feeling's gone The time has come For moving on I won't Let you toy with me I won't Let you destroy me I won't Let you toy with me I won't Let you destroy me I won't let you trap me here Paralyzed by manufactured fear It's so hard to let you go You became all I know This has consumed So much of me I'm so attached Despite the misery But if I'm honest The feeling's gone The time has come For moving on It's so cold but I can't stay This place destroys more of me each day I'll leave my heart as a souvenir But I'll reclaim it when my head is clear