Ad Meliora (feat. Zamasue17)

I know that I will find my way Moving toward better days I found my pride Pushed it aside But still, you're in my face You were always in the way Drowning in your pain Hear you loud and clear Baby, you cant see the change Probably stuck up in your ways Caught up in a daze Caught up in memories Whenever you see my face And it's deadly to us It's deadly to me It's detrimental to our trust I wish you could see What we could be This could be the fairytale You always had dreamed We could be Free But this is reality And in your reality You stay getting mad at me And I don't know why Because I was a daddy's girl I'd give you the world How ironic So dishonest Always lying Cheating Why you leaving How you robbed the truth Then deny the proof Robbed the truth from me I used to be So gullible when it comes to you But now I know When she's gone Theres no hope Cuz who am I Without my mama You don't know And that's the problem I stay low key You don't know me Anymore You're stuck In the past And our love has burned and crashed Oh, baby This is crazy Day after day You just lie and lie And I can't count all the times you tried I know And I lost hope I tried For years I cried I feared I ran from you When you were here And now it hurts And I can't say shit It's all my fault So I'm replacing This doubt With self love Im selfish just because It's what I seem to need To be at peace So I indulge I can't figure out What you get from teasing me But daddy, I am more than pleased to leave A letter to my pops.