be here now

It almost feels like love might never be achieved I dont wanna fight, it just seems like love's a dream Of course i wanna future where there is a you and me But, I gotta be here now Got some doubts Don't know how we gon' ever work this out Ups and downs and trust that counts almost amounts to nothing I gotta let you know that I sometimes lose control All my hope just turns ice cold I've watched my heart self shatter Art still matters, skins just tattered, I'm torn apart inside Somethin' like a switch that gets way too hard to describe Try to hide Cant fight it I'm riding on this wave of life If I go with what I know We might run out of time So I got to apologize for the delay Say it isn't so I don't want to lie I'll show my face Placed you in certain positions I know I shouldn't have Didn't mean to be a burden Never meant to make you mad Never meant for this to worsen Give you everything I have Cause you know that I'm the type to give the shirt right off my back You know that this felt right until we both had felt attacked Please just don't allow our love to slip right through these cracks It almost feels like love might never be achieved I dont wanna fight, it just seems like love's a dream Of course I want a future where there is a you and me But, I gotta be here now Got some doubts Don't know how We gon ever work this out Ups and downs And trust that counts Almost amounts to nothing I gotta let you know that I sometimes lose control All my hope just turns ice cold I've watched my heart self shatter Art still matters, skins just tattered I'm torn apart inside Somethin' like a switch That gets way too hard to describe Upside is that I witness it An observer of my mind I have learned that it's a curse I want to make it right I want to make it right Tell me you want to try