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Yesterday I I was so happy, I tried to pinch myself awake "Please stay!" I pled because I knew it would go away A shadow play disguised as a cabaret I might overstay my welcome 'cause everything else seems so gray Please stop, too fast, I can't keep up I fall, feel so small People staring around me shaking Not sure what's this feeling I'm faking Who are you? Hands painted blue, psyche haunted Fostered by wounds and unwanted I feel pitiful yet so beautiful Hands painted blue, psyche haunted Standing still, crooked and gaunt Am I beautiful or built to fall? Yesterday I Caught myself crying Violently trembling but unable to shed a tear Mind complicated and lacking in self-empathy I only listen when I want to hear I only see when there's something to fear I fall, feel so small I only listen when I want to hear I only see when there's something to fear I want to run away but the skies are turning gray Hands painted blue, psyche haunted Fostered by wounds and unwanted I feel pitiful yet so beautiful Hands painted blue, psyche haunted Standing still, crooked and gaunt Am I beautiful or built to fall? Blue, blue, blue Blue Blue, blue, blue Blue Yesterday I "Please stay!" I pled Grey