Knives

3 years Highly convinced It was Jesus That made me commit For some reason Now I'm taking the hit paralyzed Wasted my time Everything I thought you were Never saw it cll the good that I deserved Made me earn it Funny how the truth can hurt When you know it Now I know it cnd if I'm honest I wish I didn't love you Cause here I am taking knives out my back I shoulda listened to my instincts - when You just couldn't love me back cnd I shouldn't be the one to pay for it Betta compensate me for things that you lack I wish I didn't love you Cause here I am taking knives out my back 3 calls Before you'd pick up Too long Just to tell me your done cfter I heard From everyone else cnd their mom You'd moved right along You wouldn't even tell me to my face If this is what love is then call it a game Everything I thought you were Never saw it cll the good that I deserved Made me earn it Funny how the truth can hurt When you know it Now I know it cnd if I'm honest