Aware (feat. Morehu Samuels)

Worst thing comes to worse I fucking die a tragic death Or some shit And I'm not able to see out my dreams As soon as I'm awake I'm aware The new day is burning I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt The heat is hurting As soon as I'm awake I'm aware My body is in protest My arms can't pull the sheets back And my heart is hurting As soon as I'm awake I'm aware That I might of died And there ain't really nothing left Because I died a fucking tragic death Because my life's a fucking mess And I prayed my life would be taken instead My vision blurry as everything Has been filled with red Followed what the voices said As they messed with my fucking head A normal fucking life is just something I'll never get Tripping over my thoughts Wondering where this good went What happened to this good kid Where'd he go Where this kid Where he is? Uh Who is this devil F*ck with my mental I am above hell F*ck with my level Mess with my thoughts Mess with my mental Fucking with me Mess with the devil After we wake up We don't really see a need to breathe Don't see a need to be Why should we be here If we don't want to be here If we wanna off ourself I think we should just do it As soon as I'm awake I'm aware The new day is burning I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt The heat is hurting As soon as I'm awake I'm aware My body is in protest My arms can't pull the sheets back And my heart is hurting I'm lost in a Dark cloud in the forrest I don't know how to get out To be honest My hearts way to broken Just for me to care I don't know what to do You just weren't there Life may be hard But I cannot bare Seeing you anymore I just don't care I know that life ain't Really what it seems I think The same thing What does it all mean? I'm trying to figure it all out One By One I remember when we were outside A Singing our song All the love All the hate And All the mistreatment I just wanna make right Think about it please man I'm sorry for what I put you through Now I'm well aware I just wanna see my kid Make it right But you don't care (You don't care) I fucking hate my life And I just feel like pure shit I just wanna kill myself Because B'm too fucking worthless All the love I give out I don't get any back Now It's all bullshit Now I'm well aware If I die Nobody's gonna care Because I'm useless As soon as I'm awake I'm aware The new day is burning I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt The heat is hurting As soon as I'm awake I'm aware My body is in protest My arms can't pull the sheets back And my heart is hurting