Say a Prayer for Me (Don't Forget)

I guess my question is Do you think it's too late for me? What? I mean Am I just doomed to be the person that I am? The person in that book? It's not too late for me is it? It's not too late Diane, I need you to tell me that it's not too late Bojack I I need you to tell me that I'm a good person And I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive But underneath all that, deep down I'm a good person and I need you to tell me that I'm good Diane tell me, please tell me that I'm good If I go to church will you say a prayer for me If I'm full of hurt will you be there for me I just need someone to care for me Cause in my brain its insane That I be full of this pain All I want is you to change But you never really think About all the things you do I care about you But when I do all I do is fall I really gave my all But now my heart is really sore Still waiting on the call Always being left on read Wishing for my death Ain't the same when we first met Look in my eyes darkness ahead Darkness be ahead Can barely sleep in my bed In my bed My words will reap when I'm dead Old messages you will read convos will end Convos will end Think about those words that you said That you said Will you make amends Before I'm gone or after my death uh Don't forget Yeah And You're always the same Always Always Don't No No Yeah And You're always the same Always Always Something isn't right with us Every conversation is always a fight with us Can't see no light with us Tied together we was For each other we drugs But every pill separated this love Don't even like to socialise I ain't worth no sacrifice I be missing me I be missing you The only problem is all the shit you do I've cherished you, perished The worlds been nightmarish Don't forget Yeah And You're always the same All the same Don't forget Yeah And You're always the same All the same Don't forget Yeah And You're always the same All the same Don't forget Yeah And You're always the same All the same I'm awake at the first view of sun And still awake as it be getting darker Always awake in the AM and still conscious to see when PM is done I look In the mirror all I see is my father Every single day I wait for another Night Cause another Fight Been a while I won't learn to love it Sunday mornings feel sick to my stomach