Crucify Me (feat. Rodney Ricks Jr.)

This is a desert life And my spirit is bone dry Robbing the farmers market Stole all the fruits I was known by Maybe I'll just follow suit Obviously I was shown by Example low morals Bring down your own high First question I got is why me Tangle in this web So second is gonna untie me And my temptations coming One by land and two is by sea And maybe I won't get through this If I don't crucify me So let me bear this cross I'm dealing with lust Passion serving as underboss If this is juicing me Ain't no telling What signs and wonders cost I can't afford it Before it was rock they snorted A catchers mitt ain't protection Infection is how they caught it Bagged up in Nickels and Dimes They how they bought it And crack babies Was coming in doubles Til she aborted it If you a citizen of heaven Count on being deported And life is a dozen donuts Apparently is assorted Jam filled Be careful when man builds Corrupt empires That just belong in a landfill This desert life is quicksand So I'm at a standstill Up until the point That I learned to crucify me Some say I cut my nose off Just to spite my face I'mma be the turtle Way behind in this race Mistaken and miscounted Marked down and discounted Forgotten underestimated By the way that I played it Conventional wealth Take some sacrifice How long do it take For me to set these clearance price They say the rich gets it all free The poor is over priced I'm trying to make ends meet They say there's much more to life Bouncing through traffic Flowing against the current A very thin line between a hobby And your purpose But I grew up off of Rick Flair Long hair and flowing robe If you don't get what is owed You throw a chair My pops used to fly off the handle It's me now I hope my attitude Doesn't land me in the penal System of all kinds Capitalize off Black trauma Send fathers away And they prey on black mommas Black mamba mentality Romancing the galaxies I had to look at all of my flaws In its totality Realizing most of my daily actions Ain't all good How great is tools If you afraid to open the hood Being present But I'm thinking bout the future more A belichick smile I'm thinking bout the future score And how to be that Cause yo see where we at The devil got a strong And he keeps pushing me back Seek the kingdom Never value these earthly possessions They think that they can kill me With all these earthly weapons Just keep on guessing I know there's multiple ways He wanna try me But I beat him to the punch When I crucified me