Way of life

Look Life get dark and shit get deep Them bills leave my ass scramblin On my own I ain't get no handouts So I try my best to manage shit But I ain't really managing I left my mans Ain't wanna damage him I told him I'm a damaged bitch Yea, said I told him I'm a damaged bitch I left my mans Ain't wanna damage him I told him I'm a damaged bitch I said my mood shift like day and night (day and night) It's like no matter what the f*ck I Do I never seem to get it right I swear to god shit get me tight F*ck I'm supposed to do ? It's just the way of life At least that's what they tell us right? Push through the day To come alive at night I'm sort of antisocial I always make my own route Never follow that's what's most do Never speak unless you spoke to That's the bullshit that they told you It's my life And imma live this shit Exactly as I want to F*ck me over once and there Won't be no second time You can bet that That step you took to cross me It's exactly where you get left at Don't ever think The shit you do Fall between the lines Bitch I read that I'm always seeking facts Given the choice I'll take the redcap Leave comfort zones Like a dead beat dad When he turned his back And walked out on you Shit formed a cloud so thick It blocked the sun out Made you doubtful Shit was hard to make it out too I needed help But never asked for shit I guess I was too proud to If you knew me then You don't know me now You only knew the old me It's a cold world Better bundle up This road gets fucking lonely Thinking bout when it was just You and I Riding round in a stoley The only one who knew The whole me Did this shit off what you told me You were supposed to be here for This shit But now I'm moving doli When they killed you That shit broke me Inner wars with skillful demons Turned me right back Into the old me Thoughts I had Them shits was odee Seeing red The rage controlled me Said my mood shift Like day and night It's like no matter what the f*ck I Do I never seem to get it right I swear to god Shit get me tight F*ck I'm supposed to do ? It's just the way of life At least that's what they tell us Right? Push through the day To come alive at night I'm sort of antisocial I always make my own route Never follow That's what most do Never speak unless you spoke to That's the bullshit That they told you It's my life and imma live this shit Exactly as I want to Said I told him I'm a damaged bitch