Weakminded

Overthinking every night. It's getting hard to sleep Lately, I been fighting demons. They won't get off of me You telling me how I should live my life. You not the boss of me If you not tryna help me, why you wanna talk to me You must forgot who I was Used to be the best man that everybody can love But everytime that I show it, it get thrown in the dust So forever I'm staying cautious on whoever I trust Not gonna lie. Sorry if I'm being acting strange I always give but in return they left me feeling drain Me, myself, I. Only three people that I claim Don't want to add another one. They'll just be in my way I can't accept the lames At the end, they gonna change Treat me differently even tho that we bleeds the same Appreciate it a lil bit cause I need the pain I'll be strong enough to a point I can leave the rain Gotta feed the brain So I'm able to read the game Popularity gon make it worse so I don't need the fame And I don't want anybody enabling to see my shame If I cause my own mistakes, well that on me to blame So done tryna chase I'm easily replace Cry almost everyday It bout time that I fly away Fly away Weak minded. There's no way I can heal 8 billion people on this world Nobody wanna understand how I feel Music is really the only place i called therapy I'll rather rap than let anybody tryna care of me Nowadays everybody's intentions is kinda scaring me Only there for me for my benefits. It's embarrassing Too much pressure for people problems that I'm carrying Another dead heart that I created it so I bury it Next time I regain all it back, im not sharing it I hate myself. I truly mean it My love ones tore me down into millions of pieces But I can't be defeated. I need to reach my achievements Ignore the disagreements. Only agreeing with Jesus I have to ball hella hard they lacking off defense Overthinking every night. It's getting hard to sleep Lately, I been fighting demons. They won't get off of me You telling me how I should live my life. You not the boss of me If you not tryna help me, why you wanna talk to me You must forgot who I was Used to be the best man that everybody can love But everytime that I show it, it get thrown in the dust So forever I'm staying cautious on whoever I trust